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well yesterday i was bored and so was estah. so i went over to her house and watched korean movies and made home made popcorn and bok-um-bop. and estah curled my hair.. and whoa it was curly.. ^^ haha. came home around 8? and then me and estah were talking on the phone and i fell asleep on her haha.. oops.

today was awsome cuz of church.. but then when i got home my whola family was just.. nagging and yelling at me and i just got sick of it so i went for a walk.. it felt GREAT. i remember what kevin said about family. and yes instead of hating them.. im gonna BLESS them.

and NO MORE CUSSING! NO MAS! NO NO NO! [ok u get the idea..] ^^

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random pics---

estah and eunice

mina and grace

christines party

we look hott

estah and me

estah and her trash at retreat

::+::sammy::+::

Well I'll start from yesterday. ^^

well yesterday i had a pretty crappy day.. but then sumthing amazing happend. right when i got off the phone with my lovly LIZ,   JANE TEACHER called me. She took me out to eat and we had a nice talk about a LOT of stuff. ^^ THANKS JANE!

came back around 8:30 ish? and then finished hw and knocced out at like 10?

today was wonderful.. kinda.
highschool counselers came and i got scared.. i juss realized how old i am.. =[ grr.. but its all good.. we're all gonna be wrinkly and saggy eventually right..?

::+::sammy::+::

Today was soo weird. I mean it was sooo BAD.

I couldnt stop crying... i couldnt stop feeling so dead..

What should i do.. i prayed a million times, i tried to laugh it off and juss hide all the sadness behind my smile.. but it wasnt working..i dont know wut to do no more...

this is to him.

No matter how much u love me
No matter how much u cry
No matter how much u hate me
we'll be best friends til we die

OK i guess its time for me to update. -.-

well i'll start from friday. Went to all in which was cool. ahh i miss retreat.. T.T cuz it was sooo awsome.

Saturday i went to korean school, and then cleaned my room. then i got ready for Christines B-day party and i had to dress formal. -.- yes i was actually wearing a dress.. i think i looked ok tho.. so i went to the party and it was so fun. the dinner was goood. haha.. then i slept over. and we watched Maid in Manhatan and The notebook. i fell asleep watching the notebook and it was funny cuz when i woke up MINA was crying and like i was like wut happend and shes like THEY DIED! lol haha.. gotta love her. =] then we all slept around 3 ish??

Then on sunday we went to church and it was awsome. and then.. i went home. haha.. well better do my hw.

i'll put pics later..

<3sammy